Halo everyone.Thanks for visiting my blog.I think I hv changed.Change for the facts that,I begin to accept the absence of you .Yes it had been 1 year,9 months and 7 days. As time move on, it makes me clear of the reasons . Recently, I call and wish you on the special day of yours.This is the first time I never laugh when I speak with you,our conversation are serious.We are like strangers and never like last time anymore.I speak what's necessary and that's it, our conversation ends...
Maybe, I just don't want you to feel that I still care for you.I told you,everything had been so well but it doesnt appears to be well.Last time if anything happens to me , you will be one of the earliest to know but now, you never need to know : '( very sad ...
Now,it's still the heart that sometimes sad but I guess I have move on to a stage where I'm looking forward and not turning back.I couldnt be dreaming for the past as the present awaits me.What I apprcte the most is that you believe in me rather than I believe in myself.Thank you for believing in me at times of my failure.Unfortunately,I have lost a very important person in my heart, a person who inspires me with his words and advice to make me a better person.I cried ...but no matter how much tears,you will not be anymore...TEDDY BEAR MISS YOU
Lots of love <3 <3
Eileen
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