9 years

July will be coming to an end. I just love staircase so much that now I'm writing  blog by the staircase.haha 

: )  It will be soon 9 years I get to knw you.I'm sorry for letting our friendship to end the way we don't wish to.I once told you to remember the date after my birthday,which is the day we met each other.I guess now,you wouldnt remember anymore. Recently, I saw many of your vacation photos, all that are very beautiful.I used to comments on the photos you took, but now, although I don't comment, it doesnt meant that I did not look at it.Whenever I get to know, you took lotsa pictures,I will be asking u to upload those photos.haha : )

On your graduation day,I did wish you and you knw it .You struggled alot and you deserve it.You proved to me I can do even better than you.That's why, you are not only my supporter but also my inspiration.Your words and advice still kept very tight inside my heart although I realised the facts that I need to forget all that.

When I called to wish you on your special day after the finals of my third semester in foundation, I wish I can tell you, I feel very pain,pain and pain on my leg.I heard your cheerful voice and I told myself I have to be strong and not letting you to know the pains on my leg because I want you to be the happiest man in the world.If I tell you,I will burst into tears, and I will have no reason to forget every words from you that build the confidence in me.Just only  a call to 'wish' already make me cried after the call had ended.I spoke very calm and happy on the call but it doesnt seems to be like that.It's good that you know, I already find the old me.

Thank you that you used to be the person that cares me alot.No matter what I encounter in life, you always stick in my mind.Thank you that at times of failures and at times when I said I couldnt, you showed me there are always ways.It's true that 'THE BEST OF ME, REMINDS ME OF YOU'.

Happy 9th years !
Lots of love,

Teddy bear miss you.. : ' (