Wednesday, 20 August 2014

Nothing is meaningful,just 20


A day to my birthday and my blessing day ! Officially 20 to be.haha :) .This year will be the second year I celebrate it without my family.Getting used to it slowly and slowly.

This time, the only thing it seems meaningful is just about my age 20 for this birthday other than that, I don't seem meaningful to celebrate it.At first, I wish to celebrate with someone I cherish and love but that all have gone.Birthday is meant to spend with the person you love because only then we could learn the value of appreciating each other .If celebrating it brings more suffering than happiness, I would rather sleep and wake up the other day. At least, no tears would shed for unappreciation and ignorance.

I dont need a round cake, I just want the same cake you brought for me .I don't want your blessing unless you are the one who will make it happen.You told me before , you want to bring me to eat the food you like.At this moment of time, I guess it's impossible anymore for all that because at this particular moment, I'm just being  a person you used to care for NOT the person you care for anymore for now.

Lastly, still the same wish for you, a happiness for you.



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