Happy 22 to me ! 'Don't cheat!'

Hi peeps ! Today is 22nd of June 2014 . How time flies ! It had been 1 year n 1 month I did operation on my knee :) My knee had been doing well although there's some flaws . Of course right, there are always flaws when you hv an imperfect knee but I appreciate what God had given to me , for having me to be able to walk again .

That all didn't affects or saddened me as I had accept what is best for me.God had given me this chance to continue to cherish and be happy in life in whatever I do . For being able to walk again is actually depends on you when the doctor had already done his job.Forcing myself for the 3 weeks to get back to how I can walk without aid is quite stress actually.It's good to be on pressure as you will give your best performance ! haha :)

When I think back, I feel like that's one of my most blissful moment in life as most of my family members are with me.My mum and my aunt did their best for me . I love you both ! I would also like to thank Dr. Tai for his words when I went for follow up with him a week after I was discharged from the hospital. That time he was looking at my knee and I know he would say that I did not exercise at home.hahaha ! He even asked me how many times I exercise .This is somewhat like our conversation.

Dr. Tai : How frequent you exercise ?

Me : Sometimes 50 times sometimes 30 times

Dr Tai : Cannot like that . 50 times must be regularly harr..I don't want one day 20 times the next day 30 times. Cannot CHEAT.

Me: (I laughed) I don't cheat , I got do.hahaha

I told myself, why Dr Tai don't believe me ...then for the 3 weeks MC he gave me, everytime I feel like giving up, I remembered Dr. Tai's words, 'Don't cheat!' because I was scared that for the next follow up he will say that I cheated him again ! haha. Well, he is not angry but funny as me and the nurse laughed too.

Rehabilitation exercise at the hospital every morning the same appointmnt time which is at 10am.By the time it finished, it was lunch time. Had a relaxing time there with the physiotherapist scheduling my exercise routines. For the last 2 days of physiotherapy, they asked me to walked without the aid as I got better n at first I was scared but I just have to force myself not depending on the aid . I rode on a 'bicycle machine' , bending and pushing my knee as well as trying the trackmill with the aid of physiotherapist. After lunch I repeated myself with the rehab exercise at home in the afternoon and night.The physiotherapist always know whether you did it or not as when you skip your exercise the next morning, you will find your knee difficult to move.Knee is just stubborn  ! haha.

The toughest moment that time was not walking without aid but going down n climbing up the stairs . Together with the pain I still had that time, and without aid, I learnt how to walk up and go down the stairs again like a baby, one step by one step.I remembered dr tai said u still climb up and go down the stairs like a baby or wat??haha  !

I was always wondering how it could be like 1 year later and today I'm happy I felt it.It takes me months to go down the stairs not like a baby and I did not work on my squatting as it's painful.

Just remember 'Don't cheat!' then you will do well. haha.

Thanks for reading. Have a nice day !

I'm sorry :'(

First of all, I would like to thank those who gave me their advices and hoping for the best for me although they did not know what had happened.

Maybe being silent is the best for both of us. Only we both know what actually happen.You said we can be friends but friends for what purpose when we can't go back to how we used to be as  very good friends.I had tried to be your friend and it really hurts when I realised there's something that block us from going back to how it used to be.I think u do realised it too.

I'm sorry for ending this friendship between us but I only have the choices between

-Being friend , continue to hurt everytime I came to realised we couldnt be like last time

- End it so that we both won't feel hurt.

If being your friend is like how I just get to know a stranger (Hi and Bye friend ) ,better to end it as I cannot accept a friendship like that when we used to be more than that.

For evrytime that I read your ans , 'end it' , I'm asking myself , 'Is all this while, our friendship means nothing to you?' I  guess it must be a burden to you :'(

I'm sorry.

Yes, it just needs to be true...

Love doesn't need to be perfect. It just needs to be true.If you really love a person, you are surely willing to accept her/his mistakes, weaknesses and strengths.There are times when a person are blinded by how he/she view love to become. It's not about how he/she can actually fantasize about how his/her love life would be as what he/she desire but to learn to accept your partner completely.It is not about only embracing what feels good but it also consists of loving the whole picture of the person. And if you learn to love someone amidst his/her imperfections, then that is true love.

There are times where you can accept your partner weaknesses and all but your partner just couldn't accept yours. This one selfish partner can never deserve to love someone and assumed that his/her love is true.We all live with imperfections.Whether we accept it or not, but in the ordinary course of things we snap. However slowly we get to control the pace, there are always times when feelings get overwhelmed and bam, we get off the course.And that is equally true with the person we love.I guess this is the challenge of love.

Nevertheless, love is about finding ways to give the person you loved the opportunity to develop the full potential of himself/herself.This selflessness attitude shows that you found your true love.Some people wanna feel what is love when they sees friends around them are all in love and they have the desire to have love life like them too.However, once they had been through what exactly love are, there is when love never exist with their partners. Why I said so?They are expecting their partners to be like this and like that.

When you truly love a person is TIME a problem??Loving is not about insisting your idea and making the other give in.It is not about biting your way to resolve a conflict but is  about finding way to conquer it.When love is true, lovers can easily find way to look beyond problems and realize deeply that no matter what comes their way, they will always find a way through it.When problems came, some partners chose to ignores the problems without solving them. Can unsolved problems solve themselves just like that without communication? You just learn to love when everything seems to be happy and right but when things went against that, there is when love is all wrong for you.How selfish is this ?