In The Memory Of My Late Grandmother <3 <3


I gotta say 'I miss you December' !hahaha.December came n 'your' birthday is just around the corner.December reminds me of school holidy but this is d frst year december is not a holidy ! My siblings are all holidys now n this christmas d whole fmly will go to Singapore without me : ( sad to say .I miss to v vacation wif my fmly.December is a vy busy month ! oh God ! Finals in January !CNY in February !

As for November,I thank God for d blessings n chances tht HE gave me to spent my last moment with my grandmother.Actually November hv no sem breaks n i dn't plan to go bck to my hometwn but whn i knew tht deepavali+awal muharam holidy =1 week holidy,i quickly bought tickt to go bck.That time whn i reachd my hometwn,grandmother is still thre but she refused to eat.We are tryng our best to gv her food but failed.At last mum call privte nurse to put a tube to feed her and the nurse still fail cz grandma refuse to.Whn the nurse putting the tube at grandma's nose,it's quite painful.The last thing tht we could do is to send her to the hospital n mum called the ambulance.I accmpny grandma to the hospitl by ambulance while my parents drvng cars thre.That time was the first n last time im in d ambulance.Thnkng about it sometimes makes me cry.

Grandma,in coma for few days before she depart us.The doctor told my mum,my grndma cn only stand fr mybe a week without dialysis n if with dialysis,it will be a month based on d doctor's experience.The doctor said,dialysis will be suffering for her as she is old n my hv any side effcts.So,the dctr said,either depart in peaceful or suffering way.But bfre we could made any decsn few days later,grandma depart us.Grandma,you are d most blissful person in d world bcz you have us n u manage to see d wrld fr d last time !

Grandma,thank you for alwys being there for me since whn i go for kindergarden n now in d uni.I remmber few months ago,i told you,you hv to see me graduate.I still remmbr u told me to 'study hard'.I told u to wake up frm coma bcz we will be celebrating CNY togthr.I remmbr I ask you in d hspital few months ago,"Ma siang sayang ye soon si wa yor?"(Means,Grandma most love grandchildren is me right?)And she replied me -Know already still wnt to ask.HAHA!I remmbr I told grandma i wnt to gv her see my cousin's wedding picture .Mny things tht we talked,whn i went bck my hometwn during last sem break.I miss d moments she told me stories about war,family members n ghost story.haha.Last time whn i was in primary,i will alwys persuade her to tell me ghost stories n any other stories cz she love to read book but chinese version which i dunno hw to read.The way she told me d story,n i will b asking lots of qstn still bear in my mind.There were lots of memories with my beloved grandmother whch I couldn't wrte it here in details.


Mama,the whole family members miss u.I miss u too.But we wish tht you are happy n blissful wif kong-kong in d othr world.We saw kong-kong come n take u at the funeral cz we saw a white butterfly at the funeral whn we all praying.May you rest in peace.


Below are d pictures.....

Thank you.
Sincerely,