We look good together,we are made for each other but we dont meant to be together

It had been 1 year,1 month n 16 days.You cntinue to stay in my heart as a vry special person : ) As i told 

u, "you are d best n no one can replace you in my heart".Your  patience n care for me will alwys be remmbrd.No mattr hw bad I dissapointd u,u still show ur patience n that's d reason y no one cn replce you in my heart.In future,if i met someone like you,you will still be d bst in my heart.Thank you fr making me a better person today,"an independent me,a stronger me,and a happy me". I cn't deny tht during these periods,when I passed by somethng tht related to our memories,I will think of you.Everytme i think of you,d best thng tht i cn do is praying for yr happiness in my heart n smile : ) .Yes,we dn't meant to be togthr but promise me you have to be d happiest man in d world.Knowing u is not a mistake but a blessing of disguise.

"Saying goodbye isn't the hard part,it's what we leave behind,that's tough "

The nearer the date to your birthday,the more that I feel sad.Sad that I cn't be like last time,calling u to wish u on yr birthday n hear your cheerful voices.I miss everythng about you,your smile,your voices,your appearance n your jokes.I miss those times whre Im thnkng hard what to surprse you on yr birthday,what wishes that I would wrte specially for you frm far n the momnt i dedicated my succss to u as the greatst gft on yr birthday .I regretted I missed to apprcte those times whn we alwys meet every week.

"You can close your eyes to the things you dont want to see,but you cant close your heart to the thing you don't want to feel"

All the time,chocolate,ice cream and teddy bear makes me think of you d most.Mybe tht's the most memories btwn us.Many places I go,I do think of you.I'm thinking,how good if you are there with me because those places are your favourites.I really feels the absence of you.Smtms only tears that accmpny me whn I reachd to the places of yr favourites.I remmbr hw fast u could fnsh 2 ice creams whn i could jz fnsh 1 and you will laugh at my grimy mouth whn im eating ice cream.

"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile so next time taht you are lonely,remember,it's true that somewhere someone is thinking of you".

When I see this teddy bear recntly,it is when I wish that you could see it too.

This is when I wnt to say 'TEDDY BEAR MISS U'

The white teddy bear is what I wish to give you on yr cmng brthdy : )

I guess it's in the stars for me to love you from a distance - our ship sailed, the wind blows, the door's always open but our window is closed...

Although for now,you won't care for me,the way I want you to,although you won't be there for me when I need you to,although you wont listen to me when I'm in troubled like you u used to care,listen n be thre for me last time,...you will remain the best forever in my heart.In next life,I hope we are meant to be togthr althgh it's not we that cn determine the fate btwn us  but the God.As for this life,I wish u , all the great blessings n cherish d person that suits to be with u more than me.

I'm sorry I cn't be the best for you,to be in your life...sharing happiness n sadness togthr,and I'm sorry we are not meant to be together.I'm d one that should say 'thank u to you' not you.As I said before,God had his own reason for the things that happened between us.

"We tried with all mights,we look good together,we are made for each other but we don't meant to be together"

Lots of love <3<3
Teddy bear truly miss you.I'm sorry & thank you for those wonderful times.

In The Memory Of My Late Grandmother <3 <3


I gotta say 'I miss you December' !hahaha.December came n 'your' birthday is just around the corner.December reminds me of school holidy but this is d frst year december is not a holidy ! My siblings are all holidys now n this christmas d whole fmly will go to Singapore without me : ( sad to say .I miss to v vacation wif my fmly.December is a vy busy month ! oh God ! Finals in January !CNY in February !

As for November,I thank God for d blessings n chances tht HE gave me to spent my last moment with my grandmother.Actually November hv no sem breaks n i dn't plan to go bck to my hometwn but whn i knew tht deepavali+awal muharam holidy =1 week holidy,i quickly bought tickt to go bck.That time whn i reachd my hometwn,grandmother is still thre but she refused to eat.We are tryng our best to gv her food but failed.At last mum call privte nurse to put a tube to feed her and the nurse still fail cz grandma refuse to.Whn the nurse putting the tube at grandma's nose,it's quite painful.The last thing tht we could do is to send her to the hospital n mum called the ambulance.I accmpny grandma to the hospitl by ambulance while my parents drvng cars thre.That time was the first n last time im in d ambulance.Thnkng about it sometimes makes me cry.

Grandma,in coma for few days before she depart us.The doctor told my mum,my grndma cn only stand fr mybe a week without dialysis n if with dialysis,it will be a month based on d doctor's experience.The doctor said,dialysis will be suffering for her as she is old n my hv any side effcts.So,the dctr said,either depart in peaceful or suffering way.But bfre we could made any decsn few days later,grandma depart us.Grandma,you are d most blissful person in d world bcz you have us n u manage to see d wrld fr d last time !

Grandma,thank you for alwys being there for me since whn i go for kindergarden n now in d uni.I remmber few months ago,i told you,you hv to see me graduate.I still remmbr u told me to 'study hard'.I told u to wake up frm coma bcz we will be celebrating CNY togthr.I remmbr I ask you in d hspital few months ago,"Ma siang sayang ye soon si wa yor?"(Means,Grandma most love grandchildren is me right?)And she replied me -Know already still wnt to ask.HAHA!I remmbr I told grandma i wnt to gv her see my cousin's wedding picture .Mny things tht we talked,whn i went bck my hometwn during last sem break.I miss d moments she told me stories about war,family members n ghost story.haha.Last time whn i was in primary,i will alwys persuade her to tell me ghost stories n any other stories cz she love to read book but chinese version which i dunno hw to read.The way she told me d story,n i will b asking lots of qstn still bear in my mind.There were lots of memories with my beloved grandmother whch I couldn't wrte it here in details.


Mama,the whole family members miss u.I miss u too.But we wish tht you are happy n blissful wif kong-kong in d othr world.We saw kong-kong come n take u at the funeral cz we saw a white butterfly at the funeral whn we all praying.May you rest in peace.


Below are d pictures.....

Thank you.
Sincerely,