We look good together,we are made for each other but we dont meant to be together

It had been 1 year,1 month n 16 days.You cntinue to stay in my heart as a vry special person : ) As i told 

u, "you are d best n no one can replace you in my heart".Your  patience n care for me will alwys be remmbrd.No mattr hw bad I dissapointd u,u still show ur patience n that's d reason y no one cn replce you in my heart.In future,if i met someone like you,you will still be d bst in my heart.Thank you fr making me a better person today,"an independent me,a stronger me,and a happy me". I cn't deny tht during these periods,when I passed by somethng tht related to our memories,I will think of you.Everytme i think of you,d best thng tht i cn do is praying for yr happiness in my heart n smile : ) .Yes,we dn't meant to be togthr but promise me you have to be d happiest man in d world.Knowing u is not a mistake but a blessing of disguise.

"Saying goodbye isn't the hard part,it's what we leave behind,that's tough "

The nearer the date to your birthday,the more that I feel sad.Sad that I cn't be like last time,calling u to wish u on yr birthday n hear your cheerful voices.I miss everythng about you,your smile,your voices,your appearance n your jokes.I miss those times whre Im thnkng hard what to surprse you on yr birthday,what wishes that I would wrte specially for you frm far n the momnt i dedicated my succss to u as the greatst gft on yr birthday .I regretted I missed to apprcte those times whn we alwys meet every week.

"You can close your eyes to the things you dont want to see,but you cant close your heart to the thing you don't want to feel"

All the time,chocolate,ice cream and teddy bear makes me think of you d most.Mybe tht's the most memories btwn us.Many places I go,I do think of you.I'm thinking,how good if you are there with me because those places are your favourites.I really feels the absence of you.Smtms only tears that accmpny me whn I reachd to the places of yr favourites.I remmbr hw fast u could fnsh 2 ice creams whn i could jz fnsh 1 and you will laugh at my grimy mouth whn im eating ice cream.

"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile so next time taht you are lonely,remember,it's true that somewhere someone is thinking of you".

When I see this teddy bear recntly,it is when I wish that you could see it too.

This is when I wnt to say 'TEDDY BEAR MISS U'

The white teddy bear is what I wish to give you on yr cmng brthdy : )

I guess it's in the stars for me to love you from a distance - our ship sailed, the wind blows, the door's always open but our window is closed...

Although for now,you won't care for me,the way I want you to,although you won't be there for me when I need you to,although you wont listen to me when I'm in troubled like you u used to care,listen n be thre for me last time,...you will remain the best forever in my heart.In next life,I hope we are meant to be togthr althgh it's not we that cn determine the fate btwn us  but the God.As for this life,I wish u , all the great blessings n cherish d person that suits to be with u more than me.

I'm sorry I cn't be the best for you,to be in your life...sharing happiness n sadness togthr,and I'm sorry we are not meant to be together.I'm d one that should say 'thank u to you' not you.As I said before,God had his own reason for the things that happened between us.

"We tried with all mights,we look good together,we are made for each other but we don't meant to be together"

Lots of love <3<3
Teddy bear truly miss you.I'm sorry & thank you for those wonderful times.

In The Memory Of My Late Grandmother <3 <3


I gotta say 'I miss you December' !hahaha.December came n 'your' birthday is just around the corner.December reminds me of school holidy but this is d frst year december is not a holidy ! My siblings are all holidys now n this christmas d whole fmly will go to Singapore without me : ( sad to say .I miss to v vacation wif my fmly.December is a vy busy month ! oh God ! Finals in January !CNY in February !

As for November,I thank God for d blessings n chances tht HE gave me to spent my last moment with my grandmother.Actually November hv no sem breaks n i dn't plan to go bck to my hometwn but whn i knew tht deepavali+awal muharam holidy =1 week holidy,i quickly bought tickt to go bck.That time whn i reachd my hometwn,grandmother is still thre but she refused to eat.We are tryng our best to gv her food but failed.At last mum call privte nurse to put a tube to feed her and the nurse still fail cz grandma refuse to.Whn the nurse putting the tube at grandma's nose,it's quite painful.The last thing tht we could do is to send her to the hospital n mum called the ambulance.I accmpny grandma to the hospitl by ambulance while my parents drvng cars thre.That time was the first n last time im in d ambulance.Thnkng about it sometimes makes me cry.

Grandma,in coma for few days before she depart us.The doctor told my mum,my grndma cn only stand fr mybe a week without dialysis n if with dialysis,it will be a month based on d doctor's experience.The doctor said,dialysis will be suffering for her as she is old n my hv any side effcts.So,the dctr said,either depart in peaceful or suffering way.But bfre we could made any decsn few days later,grandma depart us.Grandma,you are d most blissful person in d world bcz you have us n u manage to see d wrld fr d last time !

Grandma,thank you for alwys being there for me since whn i go for kindergarden n now in d uni.I remmber few months ago,i told you,you hv to see me graduate.I still remmbr u told me to 'study hard'.I told u to wake up frm coma bcz we will be celebrating CNY togthr.I remmbr I ask you in d hspital few months ago,"Ma siang sayang ye soon si wa yor?"(Means,Grandma most love grandchildren is me right?)And she replied me -Know already still wnt to ask.HAHA!I remmbr I told grandma i wnt to gv her see my cousin's wedding picture .Mny things tht we talked,whn i went bck my hometwn during last sem break.I miss d moments she told me stories about war,family members n ghost story.haha.Last time whn i was in primary,i will alwys persuade her to tell me ghost stories n any other stories cz she love to read book but chinese version which i dunno hw to read.The way she told me d story,n i will b asking lots of qstn still bear in my mind.There were lots of memories with my beloved grandmother whch I couldn't wrte it here in details.


Mama,the whole family members miss u.I miss u too.But we wish tht you are happy n blissful wif kong-kong in d othr world.We saw kong-kong come n take u at the funeral cz we saw a white butterfly at the funeral whn we all praying.May you rest in peace.


Below are d pictures.....

Thank you.
Sincerely,

Secrets to SUCCESS

Hi all.I dn't knw why im so keen to share abt success!If u ask me,what makes a person successful?well,based on my experience,I'm willing to share my thoughts with all of you,readers ! It's just a simple one frm me.For me,inspiration is one of d utmost imprtnt towards success instead of your hard wrk.Inspiration can be mny sort of things like having a supportive family,friends n teachers,believing in the words never to give up,inspiration of success in our life stories and also our surroundings that actually inspired us alot.For example,we cn mke a comparisons between ppl arnd us n ourselves and to alwys have positive value by believing that if he/she can,I definitely can!Don't ever lost your inspiration in life and I believe you  can succeed : ) Alwys believe what actually inspire you to chnge,to achieve what you wnt,to hold firmly things tht motivates you and stick with what u love <3<3

Here are some secrets to the door of success which I think will works if u really consider.

1. How You Think is Everything.

Always be positive. Think Success, not Failure. Beware of a negative environment.

This trait has to be one of the most important in the entire list. Your belief that you can accomplish your goals has to be unwavering. The moment you say to yourself “I can’t…”, then you won’t. I was always given the advice “never say I can’t” and I’d like to strike those words from the dictionary.

I’ve found that from time-to-time my attitude waivers. A mentor of mine once said “it’s ok to visit pity city, but you can’t stay and there comes a time when you need to leave”. Positive things happen to positive people.

2. Decide upon Your True Dreams and Goals: Write down your specific goals and develop a plan to reach them.

Write down my dreams and goals? Develop a plan to reach them? You mean like a project plan? Yes, that’s exactly what this means. You may have heard the old adage: A New Years resolution that isn’t written down is just a dream, and dreams are not goals.

Goals are those concrete, measurable stepping stones of achievement that track your progress towards your dreams. My goal is to start a second career as a freelance writer – what are your goals?

3. Take Action. Goals are nothing without action.

Be like Nike and “Just do it”. I took action by reaching out and started writing. Every day I try to take some action towards my goals. It may be small, but it’s still an action. Have you taken action towards your goals?

4. Never Stop Learning: Go back to school or read books. Get training & acquire skills.

Becoming a life long learner would benefit us all and is something we should instill in our kids. It’s funny that once you’re out of school you realize how enjoyable learning can be. What have you learned today?

5. Be Persistent and Work Hard: Success is a marathon, not a sprint. Never give up.

I think every story of success I read entails long hard hours of work. There is no getting around this and there is no free lunch. But, if you’re working towards something that you’re passionate about, something you love – then is it really work?

6. Learn to Analyze Details: Get all the facts, all the input. Learn from your mistakes.

I think you have to strike a balance between getting all the facts and making a decision with incomplete data – both are traits of successful people. Spend time gathering details, but don’t catch ‘analysis paralysis’.

7. Focus Your Time And Money: Don’t let other people or things distract you.

Remain laser focused on your goals and surround yourself with positive people that believe in you. Don’t be distracted by the naysayer’s or tasks that are not helping you achieve your goals.

8. Don’t Be Afraid To Innovate: Be different. Following the herd is a sure way to mediocrity.

Follow through on that break-out idea you have. Ask yourself “What would I do if I wasn’t afraid?”

9. Deal And Communicate With People Effectively: No person is an island. Learn to understand and motivate others.

Successful people develop and nurture a network and they only do that by treating people openly, fairly and many times firmly. There is nothing wrong about being firm – just don’t cross the a-hole line. How do you deal with people?

10. Be Honest And Dependable: Take responsibility, otherwise numbers 1 – 9 won’t matter.

The problem with most people is that they are well on their way to success when an obstacle decides to block their path. Most people will attempt to jump this hurdle or blast through the challenging brick wall but when rejected, they decide to turn around, give up and walk away because the task is just too challenging. Most people don’t have the burning desire and persistence to realize their dreams because they feel it’s easier to just be average and carry on like 98-99% of the rest of the world.

“Before success comes in any man’s life, he’s sure to meet with much temporary defeat and, perhaps some failures. When defeat overtakes a man, the easiest and the most logical thing to do is to quit. That’s exactly what the majority of men do”. – Napoleon Hill

That's all from me : ) ) Have a nice day everyone ! Shall share great stuffs n stories of my life in the nxt post which i dn't knw when??haha.Thank you for reading.All the best to the route of success!

Lots of love <3<3<3

You are my courage

It had been 1 year,1 month n 4 days!I seem to accpt little n little of the thngs tht hd hppnd between us.What im sure of ,you are alwys my courage,strength n inspiration in life.I promised tht i will be happier than you,to exceed your success in career,to stay strong just like u,and to alwys being positive like u.You made me learn frm my mistakes n failures n never fail to support me frm far.Few months ago,i remmbr you told me,to alwys be the best ,believe in myself that i cn do what i wnt n to also love my parents.You are alwys a reminder for me in my life.To me you are a friend,philosopher and guide whch are all molded into one person.Your care and support will alwys be remmebered,fondly in good times and as encouragement in bad .


Everything had come to an end.No words can express,no act of gratitude can relay,no gift can represent what yr care and support have meant to me.During the period of  8 years,u chnged me alot.You chnge my perspectives of life,you showed me what happiness really is, you chnge me from bad to good,you chnge the confidence in me and u taught me thre's no 'gvng up' in life.Thank you for alwys being wif me in those years.What I apprecte the most,you never fail to believe in me at times of failure.You makes me frgt what is failure n show me the route to succss.Impossible thngs becme a possible fr me because of you.Thank u fr willng to hear and undrstd me.As thngs cme into knowing u mre,it's d time to say gdbye to u.god's willng.

Im sorry for d rest of my life,I cn't b a bettr ... of yours.I told you I dun wnt to b yr best ....bcz i will b alwys chnging myself to b a bettr person everydy.I'm sorry fr causing trouble to you and to dissapoint u but still you dn't hate me.Smtms,i scared i forgt the facts tht u r away cz thre's no mre forever.

Alwys pray for yr succss,happinss n blissfulness in life .

Sincerely,

Waving October & Facing November

Halo readers.firstly im sorry for nt posting anything for so long.haha.thank u all fr willing to visit my blog.Im just too lazy to decrte my blog and just focus on the contents.It had been almost 2 weeks,new sem started.To sum up everythng in the 2 weeks, i could say tht,it is a tiring week .Sometimes when i came bck frm classes n sat on my bed with my laptop,I will eventually sleep with my laptop.Haha.last week,i had an enjyable weeknds with my family in KL as well as relatives.Maybe the next time I will meet them nxt yr on chinese new year ! take care everyone : ) we did lots of stuff together and I took some pictures here with me.Sorry fr the blurred image n the photos are aftr my writings.Besides hvng sweet things tht happend,thre's alwys bitter things to happen.God won't make it perfect fr me.what cn i say abt bitter thngs tht happend to me??well shortly,friendship problem mybe.I dun blame anybdy but me.thank u God fr gvng me the experience to face friendship problem bcz at the same time you make me a strongr person and you make me to have the feeling of making new friends.It had bn a long time ,the feeling dissapears.Honstly,this is the frst time such  friendshp problm happns to me cz in previous years everythng are so fine .Me myself really frget hw to make friends bcz i use to adapt with my old environmnts too much.If i really make any mistakes in making friendships,please forgve me : ) Thank you.
The othr things are,I apprcte a friend of mine, who is a good n mature person .I made up my mind, and he will be just my friend forever.I value our friendship and that's why I dun wanna lost a friend like him.I wnt to hve a friendship with him just like the early of 1st semester.Sorry for creating any troubles to you.Hope our friendship still remains n I wnt to avoid those awkward feelings in me.Thank you fr willng to b my friend and I  cherish you as my friend forever.
wish for myself in the month of november-I juz hope for a happy friendship,tht's enough : )

Love & Faith

My cousin's birthday at his hse in Mont Kiara

Footspa : ) - Berjaya Times Square .

Im jz seeing them bcz it's 12am n i alrdy chnge my pyjamas

KLCC

Water fountain in KLCC

Midvalley : )

1st Oct

It's sem break n im bck in kuala terengganu,my beloved hometown.Whn I wrte tis,tis is d frst time since i cme bck here in kt.My first thought was you.hw hve u been ?everytme it rains,it reminds me of you bcz i hv the best memories with you whn it rains.the wind blew so strong n cold tht it makes me reminds of you.where r u?I need you.I could not forgt hw u used to b so imprtnt fr me.too bad,now i could only cherish you in my heart,see u hpy frm far,hear abt you frm far.

1st Oct- It had been one yr tht u walk away from my life.From the frst dy till one year later,my feelings are still d same.no chnges.the difference is just thre's no more you in my life.Your supportion n advce tht u gv me  still kept vy strong n firm in my heart till now because they are meaningful fr me.People say time is d best medicine but I dn't thnk tht's  true cz you're alwys in my heart.

Quotes sometimes represent me,YOU and HIM.( First Part )

Quotes sometimes represent me,YOU and HIM.( First Part )

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be."
Between me n HIM I cn't see any hope but friendship is the best solution because at least he still care fr me whn we are friends.
"We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first."
Should I believe in this ? I cn't deny tht YOU are still in my mind.It crossed each day and sometimes makes me still wondering abt my feelings for YOU never apart,still at the same stage.

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime."
It's true because the scar is still there althgh YOU leave.For this moment,YOU are irreplaceable but when I was with HIM,I frgt YOU.

""When you feel like falling down, don't give up. Try again.""
I tried my best to be close to HIM by alwys findng chances to spend time with HIM n to HIM i am nothng.Althgh,he makes me sad sometimes,I told myself to b patience.He treated me not like d last time whn we frst met few mnths ago but as long as he is happy,I dn't mind hw bad he treat me.
Sometimes is it that he is not meant for me n i should give up and be only a friend to HIM?

"Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with."
No forceful n let it be naturally happens.If one day he really found someone he likes,I gve him my blessing.Loving someone is not necessary tht we need to own HIM,but as long as he's happy n blissful with his life then I will be satisfy

'THE BEST OF ME REMINDS ME OF YOU'

First of all,hi everyone ! I'm bck here in my blog.A very common blog bcz i jz dun have the time to decrte my blog until this upcoming break.I'm going bck to  my beloved hometwn,Terengganu on the 30th.I felt relieved that I hd sat for 4 papers in exam n d 2 last paper on the 26th n I shall say goodbye first sem ! Time really flies .Well,what cn I say for my first semestr as a uni student?I met new people in my life,new environmnt and everythng is first try for me.I lead a busy life here but at the same time,I gain new experience, n i am still adapting to life without fmly here in Malacca.I used to be a homesick person last time but I dn't know why whn I come here,no mre homesick : ) Not because I dn't think of home n fmly, but somehw you just have to use to being far frm fmly in order to achieve ur ambitions in life.My life here besides having never ending assgnmnts n tasks, I feel it quite enjoyable as I get along wif friends that are alwys making my life each n every day happier .Thank u fr being in my life FRIENDS,bcause without friends,life will surely be a boredom n lonely as well.I cherish the time wif u guys n girls ! We went to mny places during weeknds like shopping malls,cinema,Jonker street,ktv,portuguese settlements n lots more !We sing,eat,laugh but do not forget about our responsibilities as students bcz the reasons we r here are to pursue our dreams n wanting bright futures.It actually depends on d insde of us to balance our life equally with good strategies n planning.For the next sem,I shall put mre efforts, alwys striving fr d bst n improve my weaknesses to be a better person.I shall find back the old me which is full of exuberant, hvng goals to attain and alwys ready fr challenges in my life as students.

It will be almost a year,with the absence of YOU in my life.I tried my best to mend every incmpleteness in my life tht you used to complete last time.Dn't worry cz I believe I will b better bcz your inspirations,advice n support had bestowed in me.It will remain in the deepest soul of my heart now and forever because as I said before,'the best of me,reminds me of you'.Recntly,I met someone who has the maturity as YOU,and when I was with him, he made me forgt abt YOU.He has many similarities as YOU but there are some parts in him tht are diffrnt from YOU.However,things are not alwys in our expections.I could sense that,we could be only friends althgh I realised the facts that I.....him.I wouldn't know what will happen in future but each and everyday,I'm looking forward to know him even more.If thre's no wills between us,we cn alwys be just friends forever bcz at least it's enough tht I know,he is happy then i ll b happy too.Juz as simple as that.

LOVE AND FAITH ,

EILEEN<3

Hereby,was pictures of d enjoyable times for my frst sem !

The most left : see hw 38 po eat pizza.HAHA.Leb u owyz <3 !

FRIENDS FOR WHOLE LIFE 

The Girls : Me,Audrie,Fang Xian,Darunee,Lynn,Karen,Alicia

Dylan and me.Special case.haha.cnnt find dylan with others pic.

From left: Jason,Koh,Ng,Audrie,Ang,Lynn,Wei Qi,Darunee.

Karen and me

Alicia and me

After SPM : )

Each and everyone in the pictures above meant alot to me.We are friends for many years and I could not forget lots of memories with all of you !Some of them I knew since kindergarden,and some in primary n secondry but most of them are from primary school.I apprcte the time with all of you.We're always together as one !Thank u all for cheering me up when I'm sad,gave me full support & advice and shared knowledge with me for more than 11 years of my life.All of you had been part of the memories of my life.You guys are the best in my heart forever.We fought,argued,be happy and overcome many obstacles in life but I bet that, those times are unforgettable for all.I love you everyone and miss the time with all of you.Now everyone had seperated and walk their own way to pursue their ambitions and dreams.I wish everyone success in life and a bright future.Many of them I knew will be future doctors,engineers!haha.To future doctors dn't frget to gv me free medication especially Karen Chiok Chai Hoon .haha.For more than 11 years,I would like to say thank u to everyone for being my great friends and I'm sorry during those years,I hurt anybody's feeling.I cherish the moment with all of you and don't forget me ! 

TAKE CARE BUDDIES !

LOTS OF LOVE <3 <3

EILEEN 

We're All In This Together

Specially for all of you n readers!

My 38 gang friends.

                                             38 gang always ! Win Nee,Chloe n Me : )

Thank u for being my friends.Although we just knew each other for just few months, both of you are one of my closest friends.Thank u for accepting me fr the way I am,my bad n my good.I cn't denied the facts that building friendship needs time and to maintain it, is also not easy.But most importantly,I'm willing to try my best,to treasure our friendship even deeper.We have similarities and we also have differences in each other.To me,it's not the similarities in us that I always treasure but to also accept each other's faults.Everybody is not perfect so as when it comes to myself.Thank u for accepting my weaknesses and giving me support in everythng I do.Thank u to both of you fr all concerns,love and patience that u gve to me.I appreciate each n evry concerns frm both of you.I'm sorry,if i'm not a perfct friend that both of u wish to hv.At times,when our thinkng are diffrnt,thank u fr willng to hear and alwys tryng to accept.  For few years ahead,I can only wish for the best in our friendship in the way that we can undrstand each and everyone better  and  I will surely cherish our memories together even after my uni life.I love both of you <3 <3 Lots of love !
Friendship is all about trusting each other,helping each other,loving each other and being crazy together : )
Hugs and kisses,
Eileen

This song is dedicated to both of you and the readers as well.Enjoy the lyrics of the song !

Birthday & thank you

break had over and it's time for me to FOCUS as finals will b vy soon!
Firstly,specially thanks to Chloe Jye and Grace Wong for their guidance in the completion of my website.Thank you dear friends : ) I love u both.Thank u for helping me and making me learn to be a better person.

22/08/12-day outing with my forever friends since primry at my hometwn.everybdy is bck fr holidys.I apprecte the time with all of u,althgh the time is short.


22/08/12 - A very special day for me.althgh it's over,i jz wanna share what i feel and my wish on my 18th birthdy.This is the first year,with the absence of u on my brthdy.I cried whn i thnk of u on tis day.There's no mre excitation of celebratng it anymre.Truly,i almost frgt abt my birthday,n jz realse one dy befre tht ,tmrw will be my birthdy.Maybe because it's meaninglss anymre,not much happinss like the other years.
Mybe i could not b happy like last time again,but i apprecte the love of my life,for buying me a cake n celebrate it fr me.One of the wish I made was,I wish that you will b the happiest man,and as for now i couldnt b happy anymre, i wish god will gv my happinss to you so tht i wn't waste it.I'm sorry for everything.

31/08/12- I dn't know whther u still remmber this date.I remmbr i told u, let the last dte of the month of August be the day whre we first met each other....This is because the first time I met you was aftr my brthdy.I know it's nt imprtnt fr u anymore now.Knowing you is not regretful at all because the best of me,reminds me of you.Thank you for your time,advice,care & support that u gv to me.Now,all that are just memories that I will keep insde my heart forever.Nobdy cn replace the best of you in my heart.Take care.

when happiness turns to sadness

It had been a long time that I'm not as happy as the time when we r together.Just that i force myself to smile n be happy in front of others to hide my sadness.Recently,I met a new someone that could make me smile in a perfect way of sincerity and happiness.There's smthng in him that could change my mind for not having one to having one.At first,i have no feeling for him and just assuming that he is just my close friend.Maybe the main the reason I have feeling for him is that, he is mature and he is the person that could make decsn for himself because he knows what's  best for him.But everytime when I gain happiness in a sincere way,it will be vanish soon.I know,I'm not meant to be happy.My happiness turns to sadness when I get to know he had feeling for smone else and day by day i could feel that he is avoiding me especially whn evrybdy is talkng abt us.In less than 24 hours before,I saw him .....: (
I wish you happy alwys : )

Between rain,me and you.

It had been raining this few dys in Malacca.I love the breezy weather althgh the rain makes me wet and smtms the cold weather made me freezing as the aircond is switched on while I was in my class attndng lectureI dn't knw why whn it rains,I will think of you more n more.Maybe because I told you before,"try to play under the rain once in a while" and u actually agreed wif me althgh this idea of mine is crazy.I could remmbr the momnt of raining aftr the class and you are waitng with us.I remmbr the time whn it rains,i will text u : )

.After the 1 week sem break,im startng to get busy and at the same time, I shall not forgt the word REVISION!hvng my lab test fr microsft excel tmrw.hope evrythg is well.Althgh u r nt here anymre,deep in my heart you are here,n will alwys stays in my heart as a great inspiration for me in everythg I do.When I think of you,the best thng i cn do is to alwys pray that you r happy n blissful with your fmly.Still cleared in my mind that I told u,"I wish that you will be the happiest man in the world ".

meaningless...

I dn't knw y,i jz dun feel happy when i think of my birthday that is juz around the corner.Mybe because i told u before,last year was the last year i would celebrate my brthday.Mybe bcz i told u,aftr last year's brthdy,I wn't celebrate my brthday anymre.Mybe because,this year birthday is meaningless without u.

life without you

Evrythg is so well in MMU.Hvng enjyable time being there.As I get myself busy with assgnmnts n revising,I realised that I didn't think of you anymore.Not crying every night before I slept anymre.I told myself this is a good sign of being able to frgt you.But when I came back to my hometown,thre's 1 nite that I begin to cry before I slept.I really dun knw I cn frgt you.
You told me 'never give up' n i will never ever give up.No matter in future, I will met a person like u,you are alwys my inspiration.Irreplaceable.
I miss so much to mention 'teddy bear' in front of you

Always in my heart

My blog is jz so empty.Haha.Life is more happier for me now althgh u r absent.but still,u r alwys in my heart.Now n forever.I had a new life this few months n im still suiting myself with d new environment.New friends all around n so as the things i learnt.Maybe,it 's the time to forget about you ....thinking about this,i feel sad.Well it's nt easy.I MISS YOU.

Happy New Year

Happy New Year 2012.i guess it's not late to wish it.haha.damn lazy to update my blog.
my last post was 28 dec.
i'm still missng u here ... : ( hw cn i frgt u?