Quotes sometimes represent me,YOU and HIM.( First Part )

Quotes sometimes represent me,YOU and HIM.( First Part )

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be."
Between me n HIM I cn't see any hope but friendship is the best solution because at least he still care fr me whn we are friends.
"We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first."
Should I believe in this ? I cn't deny tht YOU are still in my mind.It crossed each day and sometimes makes me still wondering abt my feelings for YOU never apart,still at the same stage.

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime."
It's true because the scar is still there althgh YOU leave.For this moment,YOU are irreplaceable but when I was with HIM,I frgt YOU.

""When you feel like falling down, don't give up. Try again.""
I tried my best to be close to HIM by alwys findng chances to spend time with HIM n to HIM i am nothng.Althgh,he makes me sad sometimes,I told myself to b patience.He treated me not like d last time whn we frst met few mnths ago but as long as he is happy,I dn't mind hw bad he treat me.
Sometimes is it that he is not meant for me n i should give up and be only a friend to HIM?

"Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with."
No forceful n let it be naturally happens.If one day he really found someone he likes,I gve him my blessing.Loving someone is not necessary tht we need to own HIM,but as long as he's happy n blissful with his life then I will be satisfy

'THE BEST OF ME REMINDS ME OF YOU'

First of all,hi everyone ! I'm bck here in my blog.A very common blog bcz i jz dun have the time to decrte my blog until this upcoming break.I'm going bck to  my beloved hometwn,Terengganu on the 30th.I felt relieved that I hd sat for 4 papers in exam n d 2 last paper on the 26th n I shall say goodbye first sem ! Time really flies .Well,what cn I say for my first semestr as a uni student?I met new people in my life,new environmnt and everythng is first try for me.I lead a busy life here but at the same time,I gain new experience, n i am still adapting to life without fmly here in Malacca.I used to be a homesick person last time but I dn't know why whn I come here,no mre homesick : ) Not because I dn't think of home n fmly, but somehw you just have to use to being far frm fmly in order to achieve ur ambitions in life.My life here besides having never ending assgnmnts n tasks, I feel it quite enjoyable as I get along wif friends that are alwys making my life each n every day happier .Thank u fr being in my life FRIENDS,bcause without friends,life will surely be a boredom n lonely as well.I cherish the time wif u guys n girls ! We went to mny places during weeknds like shopping malls,cinema,Jonker street,ktv,portuguese settlements n lots more !We sing,eat,laugh but do not forget about our responsibilities as students bcz the reasons we r here are to pursue our dreams n wanting bright futures.It actually depends on d insde of us to balance our life equally with good strategies n planning.For the next sem,I shall put mre efforts, alwys striving fr d bst n improve my weaknesses to be a better person.I shall find back the old me which is full of exuberant, hvng goals to attain and alwys ready fr challenges in my life as students.

It will be almost a year,with the absence of YOU in my life.I tried my best to mend every incmpleteness in my life tht you used to complete last time.Dn't worry cz I believe I will b better bcz your inspirations,advice n support had bestowed in me.It will remain in the deepest soul of my heart now and forever because as I said before,'the best of me,reminds me of you'.Recntly,I met someone who has the maturity as YOU,and when I was with him, he made me forgt abt YOU.He has many similarities as YOU but there are some parts in him tht are diffrnt from YOU.However,things are not alwys in our expections.I could sense that,we could be only friends althgh I realised the facts that I.....him.I wouldn't know what will happen in future but each and everyday,I'm looking forward to know him even more.If thre's no wills between us,we cn alwys be just friends forever bcz at least it's enough tht I know,he is happy then i ll b happy too.Juz as simple as that.

LOVE AND FAITH ,

EILEEN<3

Hereby,was pictures of d enjoyable times for my frst sem !

The most left : see hw 38 po eat pizza.HAHA.Leb u owyz <3 !

FRIENDS FOR WHOLE LIFE 

The Girls : Me,Audrie,Fang Xian,Darunee,Lynn,Karen,Alicia

Dylan and me.Special case.haha.cnnt find dylan with others pic.

From left: Jason,Koh,Ng,Audrie,Ang,Lynn,Wei Qi,Darunee.

Karen and me

Alicia and me

After SPM : )

Each and everyone in the pictures above meant alot to me.We are friends for many years and I could not forget lots of memories with all of you !Some of them I knew since kindergarden,and some in primary n secondry but most of them are from primary school.I apprcte the time with all of you.We're always together as one !Thank u all for cheering me up when I'm sad,gave me full support & advice and shared knowledge with me for more than 11 years of my life.All of you had been part of the memories of my life.You guys are the best in my heart forever.We fought,argued,be happy and overcome many obstacles in life but I bet that, those times are unforgettable for all.I love you everyone and miss the time with all of you.Now everyone had seperated and walk their own way to pursue their ambitions and dreams.I wish everyone success in life and a bright future.Many of them I knew will be future doctors,engineers!haha.To future doctors dn't frget to gv me free medication especially Karen Chiok Chai Hoon .haha.For more than 11 years,I would like to say thank u to everyone for being my great friends and I'm sorry during those years,I hurt anybody's feeling.I cherish the moment with all of you and don't forget me ! 

TAKE CARE BUDDIES !

LOTS OF LOVE <3 <3

EILEEN 

We're All In This Together

Specially for all of you n readers!

My 38 gang friends.

                                             38 gang always ! Win Nee,Chloe n Me : )

Thank u for being my friends.Although we just knew each other for just few months, both of you are one of my closest friends.Thank u for accepting me fr the way I am,my bad n my good.I cn't denied the facts that building friendship needs time and to maintain it, is also not easy.But most importantly,I'm willing to try my best,to treasure our friendship even deeper.We have similarities and we also have differences in each other.To me,it's not the similarities in us that I always treasure but to also accept each other's faults.Everybody is not perfect so as when it comes to myself.Thank u for accepting my weaknesses and giving me support in everythng I do.Thank u to both of you fr all concerns,love and patience that u gve to me.I appreciate each n evry concerns frm both of you.I'm sorry,if i'm not a perfct friend that both of u wish to hv.At times,when our thinkng are diffrnt,thank u fr willng to hear and alwys tryng to accept.  For few years ahead,I can only wish for the best in our friendship in the way that we can undrstand each and everyone better  and  I will surely cherish our memories together even after my uni life.I love both of you <3 <3 Lots of love !
Friendship is all about trusting each other,helping each other,loving each other and being crazy together : )
Hugs and kisses,
Eileen

This song is dedicated to both of you and the readers as well.Enjoy the lyrics of the song !