Birthday & thank you

break had over and it's time for me to FOCUS as finals will b vy soon!
Firstly,specially thanks to Chloe Jye and Grace Wong for their guidance in the completion of my website.Thank you dear friends : ) I love u both.Thank u for helping me and making me learn to be a better person.

22/08/12-day outing with my forever friends since primry at my hometwn.everybdy is bck fr holidys.I apprecte the time with all of u,althgh the time is short.


22/08/12 - A very special day for me.althgh it's over,i jz wanna share what i feel and my wish on my 18th birthdy.This is the first year,with the absence of u on my brthdy.I cried whn i thnk of u on tis day.There's no mre excitation of celebratng it anymre.Truly,i almost frgt abt my birthday,n jz realse one dy befre tht ,tmrw will be my birthdy.Maybe because it's meaninglss anymre,not much happinss like the other years.
Mybe i could not b happy like last time again,but i apprecte the love of my life,for buying me a cake n celebrate it fr me.One of the wish I made was,I wish that you will b the happiest man,and as for now i couldnt b happy anymre, i wish god will gv my happinss to you so tht i wn't waste it.I'm sorry for everything.

31/08/12- I dn't know whther u still remmber this date.I remmbr i told u, let the last dte of the month of August be the day whre we first met each other....This is because the first time I met you was aftr my brthdy.I know it's nt imprtnt fr u anymore now.Knowing you is not regretful at all because the best of me,reminds me of you.Thank you for your time,advice,care & support that u gv to me.Now,all that are just memories that I will keep insde my heart forever.Nobdy cn replace the best of you in my heart.Take care.

when happiness turns to sadness

It had been a long time that I'm not as happy as the time when we r together.Just that i force myself to smile n be happy in front of others to hide my sadness.Recently,I met a new someone that could make me smile in a perfect way of sincerity and happiness.There's smthng in him that could change my mind for not having one to having one.At first,i have no feeling for him and just assuming that he is just my close friend.Maybe the main the reason I have feeling for him is that, he is mature and he is the person that could make decsn for himself because he knows what's  best for him.But everytime when I gain happiness in a sincere way,it will be vanish soon.I know,I'm not meant to be happy.My happiness turns to sadness when I get to know he had feeling for smone else and day by day i could feel that he is avoiding me especially whn evrybdy is talkng abt us.In less than 24 hours before,I saw him .....: (
I wish you happy alwys : )

Between rain,me and you.

It had been raining this few dys in Malacca.I love the breezy weather althgh the rain makes me wet and smtms the cold weather made me freezing as the aircond is switched on while I was in my class attndng lectureI dn't knw why whn it rains,I will think of you more n more.Maybe because I told you before,"try to play under the rain once in a while" and u actually agreed wif me althgh this idea of mine is crazy.I could remmbr the momnt of raining aftr the class and you are waitng with us.I remmbr the time whn it rains,i will text u : )

.After the 1 week sem break,im startng to get busy and at the same time, I shall not forgt the word REVISION!hvng my lab test fr microsft excel tmrw.hope evrythg is well.Althgh u r nt here anymre,deep in my heart you are here,n will alwys stays in my heart as a great inspiration for me in everythg I do.When I think of you,the best thng i cn do is to alwys pray that you r happy n blissful with your fmly.Still cleared in my mind that I told u,"I wish that you will be the happiest man in the world ".

meaningless...

I dn't knw y,i jz dun feel happy when i think of my birthday that is juz around the corner.Mybe because i told u before,last year was the last year i would celebrate my brthday.Mybe bcz i told u,aftr last year's brthdy,I wn't celebrate my brthday anymre.Mybe because,this year birthday is meaningless without u.